It is, yes. It...they place us into these circumstances, for weeks at a time, those change, until...until only one is left.

[And Joly is swallowing hard here, trying to break the worst part to Combeferre, who he has the feeling will dislike the rest of this as much as he does.]

And that is not only...

After we have died...we are brought back, revived to try again. It is all so ghoulish...