Um... so it's complicated, right? I think we both know that it's not like we're ever going to not have whatever weird thing is stuck between us, and I know that if you and Daddy and the rest of the Capitol had their way, Jason would just fall off the face of the planet and I'd... I don't know, move on, I guess. And it's not like I think I could never have had feelings for you or anything. But I don't think I could love you like him. If Daddy really pushed it, I suppose I could be with you, but I'd always be with him. It wouldn't be fair to any of us. And I value you, as a friend and as a person, too much for that horrible stuff that's screwing up everyone else's families. Does any of this make sense? I hope it does. I think you're amazing, I think that everything would have been different if you said something before Jason, but... well, I'll just leave it there.

I wish I didn't have to be your weak spot, I wish people couldn't make me a threat to you -- well, at all, really -- but I don't know how to fix that.

And I wish I could make you happy. Split myself in two or something. Because you're probably the best man I know after Daddy, you're just not the one I fell in love with.